ok so a lot has gone on in the past ill say week!! my mom took me Thursday to get my belly button pierced and then Friday I went to my lil cousins tee ball game she made all stars so that was cool and while I was there I ran into and old friend from school Gary and we talked and then I went to Indian creek with Ryan and john and I saw Gary there too!!so I think if I'm not workin we gonna go do somethin this weekend sunday morning I went to church and that night I went over to Chris' house with him and john got in around 12 it was ok could've been better but o well Monday went to another tee ball game saw Gary again!!! today just sucked big time I went and delivered flowers for my mom then came home got on the fone of course and tomorrow morning I have to go to court at 9 am to testify against some idiot that stool my purse like 3 months ago its so stupid but o well the rest of this week is gonna be kinda crazy but I'm looking forward to it lol I love when things get crazy haha well its like 1:30 in the morning and I have to get up at 7 so I'm gonna get to bed now buh~bye MWAH!!!

~!~Megan~!~

Ok so I didn't want to up-date but john asked me to and I promised I would so for starters I had been so down in the dumps the past few weeks b/c adam wouldn't stop callin me and all he did was yell and cuss at me b/c he still doesn't want me talkin to or hangin out with any guys even though were broke up and have been for over a month now so I finally got fed up with it and blocked his number so about 4 days ago my week started gettin good b/c I finally got me a JOB and the I started talkin to JOHN and he has made me so happy in the past few days then I have been in a very long time I mean I can smile now and its REAL I haven't had to fake it and honestly I think I'm really startin to fall for him he is so so so SWEET and we actually have a lot in common. I can't wait til this weekend b/c if things work out as planned im gonna go see him sat. Well it's 1:06 and I really need to go to bed so I will talk to everyone else l8er buh bye MWAH!!!

Megan

I dont want to see adam ever again he is DEAD to me I am DONE!

                     IT'S
                  OVER!!!

ok so this week has sucked so far i went to adams myspace and was looking aroung and i saw that his status said single so i called him and asked about it and he said that he thinks our relationship is going downhill and that he wanted to take a break and get his life together well i told him that it was bs b/c he says that every time he wants to take a break and then hell call me after not talkin for about 3 weeks and says he wants me back and nothing has changed he hasnt done anything that he said he was gonna do so i told him he could have his break but it wasnt gonna be a break for me that if he does this were done for good but for once i can honestly say that im ok with that b/c ive kinda had my eye on someone else for a while now but i guess that all for now so buhbye MWAH!!!

Megan

The faces of our youth

Many older people seem to take an unmerited
     pride in the mere fact that they are adults.
When youth comes crashing in on them with
     enthusiasm and ideals, they put on their
     most patronizing smiles and send them out
     with what they call their blessings.
But you and I know that they have not given
     their blessings but a cold shower.
They pat the young man or young women on
     the back and say:
"You're young. Enjoy your enthusiasm and
     your ideals while you can.
For when you grow up and grow out into the
     world you'll see how foolish your ideas
      actually were."
And, the trouble is, young people do grow up
      and grow away from their ideals.
And that is one reason why the world into
      which they go gets better so slowly.